Hello,

I think I wanted you

That when you spoke to me my soul tied itself to you and didn’t let go

I know I told you everything bad about me

But you still shrugged your shoulders

Hello,

I'm almost sure that I loved you

That when you grabbed my hand during the fever my eyes marked you as the x of my route

I'm sure I showed you all my nerves and told you to be careful that they are capricious

You laughed light and free while jumping the rope

Hello,

There is no doubt in me, I liked you.

It was December which was actually September and you gave me a stepped flower petal, your fingers were cold and my heart said: "Oh, damn it"

I left you in writing that everything I say is a lie except when I speak of tragedy.

You thought that by being the first you were an exception

Hello,

But I know I told you that everything in me was poison

That if you turned my body you would only see fires

That all these smiles were hiding a desperation to be loved.

And yes, I was so toxic that you ran away without saying goodbye on your lips.

But

Hello,

I know you weren't perfect

I know that your voice created the most beautiful lies and my soul agonized for everything you invented.

I know your smile had an edge that was not talked about

I know that even on May nights I see your eyes reflected in my plans.

I know you had some evil things that I was forgetting in wanting to cleanse you of all your mistakes.

But

Hello,

It's all I've had since you left without a sound.

Ta.