A dream kiss

Sometimes I dream of kissing you,

and it's not perfect,

It never is.

Because I refuse

and you are drunk.

It's secret, distant

and private.

It start slow and becomes demanding.

It's not the kiss that makes me fall in love,

It is the idea of your lips against my lips,

of your scent in my clothes

and my hands in your hair.

It's the idea of your intimate touch being mine for those minutes,

It is the context that is lost that makes me fall in love.

Is not perfect,

but

it's the air that I was missing.

T.A

Love him

love him

love him

as much as you can and as much as you want,

do it now and not tomorrow

without restrictions and rules

do it as if it were yesterday.

because a life without mistakes

without damage

without risks

without him

we know that it loses its meaning

and it's grey

so

love him

love him

love him as you know and even more

let it consume you and burn you,

let it be this poem and those who follow.

T.A.

Fit in

I wanted to hide every mistake in me,

erase the spots on my skin

and use make up for the flaws in my soul.

I wanted to be like the rest,

but the empty eyes and the sigh of fleeing

 stopped me before I drowned

in a world that has no colours

T.A.

Two sides

Sin and destruction,

with poison on her lips

and acid in her fingers,

it had all been destroyed and covered in ashes,

there were anger and wickedness in her words

However,

she touched me like a rose petal,

she kissed my tears

and cleaned my wounds,

she kept me warm in the winter

and gave me joy in the fall,

she was death and war

but with me

It was the life and peace I was looking for.

T.A.

Celebration

I have learned to be wrong with the lyrics,

in smiling when everything is wrong,

 and how to love in times of darkness,

I have exceeded my limits and goals,

so I do not apologize for erasing the shame on me

and celebrate without forgetting.

When the impossible may have happened.

T.A.

Without muse

I would like to warn

that I am empty

spent and without strength

that the words went away in each breath,

my friends have betrayed me,

my love has forgotten me

and my family has moved away.

I want to warn that for the moment I am defeated.

T.A.