Midnight thoughts

The broken hopes

When I was a boy

I had dreams of greatness

It was as tall as the mountains

and its limits were as far as the sky

I had a need to fly.

I knew I could because I believed that time had no meaning 

and that I was stronger than what adults talked about

when I was young I fell down a cliff

My lips closed down

and my heart learned to fear the hidden palpitations

the dreams were laughter with echoes that hurt

When I reached the age where I die

I thought about every flaw in my plans

and my hands bleed with old wounds

the mountains collapsed

and every battle was a lost war cry

When I had opportunities I forgot them,

burned them,

and escaped them

because I understood that from my failure my pains were born

and from my pains I was born

surrender was the exit and the most effective poison

T.M.

Ghosts

It's a snap

one second

where you fall at the bottom of the bottle

and you do not know where you are

you have tears behind your eyelids

needles in the chest

and fears in the mind,

we do not know how we got there

how we got so lost

and how not to get out of there,

we really do not know anything

so stop asking.

But,

if there is something that we do know,

it's empty eyes

the parched lips

and the hidden arms.

We see us at street crossings

and oceans of worlds

we see us and

for some reason

incomprehensible and inexplicable

we smile,

we approach

we hold on

and we do not let go

because if you drown

I will try to be your float

because if there is a pain that I understand

It's yours and you mine

since if there is a last effort to give

when breathing hurts

and the heart hits the ribs

is to try to save another lost ghost.

T.M.

Never forget you

I will write your poems in tragedies

and I'll talk about your eyes in oceans

I will never let anyone forget

of your lips on my skin

and your name in my confessed sins

I will repeat our condemned love

to the four winds that bind this world of sorrows

So I can live with you even in your absence.

Ta.

Happiness measure

She is happy

with entwined hands

and kisses on the cheek,

promises in the stars

she has the wishes of dreams

and the hugs of the need

it is in clouds that she walks

and in sweetness, she speaks

She is beautiful, cheerful and attractive

and on rainy afternoons

There is a question on the lips of the unhappy

"Is she happy?"

TA.

Lost

When did you get lost on the road?

It would have been when you fell for the first time

or in the first disappointment.

In a moment you were a new hope in a twisted world

and in another, we lost you in a sea of shadows

your steps were shortened

and your words were frightened,

in an instant when we blinked you escaped us

and we do not understand where we lost you

what time do we let you get lost

and shrink

I stay awake at night, with my hand in my heart

with doubts on the lips

and the echoes of your footsteps in the wounds of my soul

and even, in years away and oceans of torment, I wonder

At what moment did we miss you?

T.M.

The fear

The love that I had
it burnt me and forgot about me
the love I desired
It destroys me and abandoned me
and it was not my greatest love
nor was the eternal and unforgettable
However, how not to fear the follower
that will be the fires of hell
and the lips of the angels
how not to fear for the one who'll kill me
Fast and effective.

T.M.

Mortal sins

It's his lips in a stranger,

fingers entwined in a ghost

and words in shouts of bridges,

with an empty bottle of the wrong liquid

and without a voice,

It is with dry tears

that I realise that, that was love

and I lost it in the fear of the sinner.

T.M.

Inexplicable

Respiration contained

edge in my fingers

a fire of shadows in my eyes

and I can not explain what it is like to be me

At 12 pm

with blood in the arms

and peace in the mind.

T.M.

The age

I have the age of young nights

and of rushed kisses

in my veins are the desires of the past

and in my bones the jealousy of my predecessors

it's a complication and a pain

when you have promises to fulfil and places to be

and time escapes with every breath,

and it is too fast and slow.

A life to burn in an exhale of smoke,

There are expectations on my Friday nights,

there is poetry in the words that I hide,

There is imagination surrounding my life.

But,

everything is simpler than that.

Since I'm on a balcony two floors very low,

with a bottle without alcohol and a cat that does not sleep but dreams

And maybe they're in a hurry that I to run with cars

and hurt others without worry.

Nevertheless,

I have the comfort of a life that completes me in solitude

and company sought.

With cats as companions in my youth and books burned in words.

I will be as old as you want,

but not the dreams that you seek.

T.M.

Whom I love

There are times that they ask me

Why him?

And yes, he is not conventionally attractive

and he has the character of a storm

and he's complicated with invisible wounds

but

He keeps me awake when I'm tired

and my tongue always has words with him.

It's not what you're looking for

but it's what my life needs

the way he moves when he talks about what he loves

and the smile when he sees me

and I have no doubt that if everything were lost tomorrow and only him would only exist

I could survive with his mind and soul

I would be complete incomplete.

T.M

The doubt of them

Once you get over someone

That you get tired and you get up from the lake of your tears and decide to live again.

You face the worst challenge of your life,

that your friends and families manage to overcome your weakness for him.

Because you surpass it in months and years

And you break to be able to come back

However

Your people will doubt and ask about your actions close to him

Because they fear that you are in a deception and a word from him could bring you to your knees

Nevertheless

They should know that where you walk the tracks are left and your words are reincarnated prophecies.

And they should not doubt your courage to know that you deserve better and only you are the best.

And he is just a simple excuse of a life that does not deserve your words.

They should know that you know how to love when they doubt you.

T.M.