30/4/18

Eyes


He has grey hair in our age

height complexes

and an attitude to hide it.

It's easy to say that I like him when he departs from my side,

It's hard to say that I want him when I hear your name on the side.

And still, I do not look him in the eyes,

because seeing his eyes and knowing the colour of them is knowing

that I have fallen once more and I have been defeated

with a heart already delivered.



T.A.

25/4/18

My youth




I'm being asked for honesty

of my wishes

a certainty on my steps

and wisdom of my understandings,

however, my life is a constant

perhaps

maybe

probably

no.



T.A.

24/4/18

Knots


Knots burn
hands meet
lips sigh agitated,
the sheets are entangled in our legs
and I wake up in the arms of a stranger
who is not you but it is him.


T.A.

21/4/18

The words


On the top of a mountain
the shadows of my sisters were my clouds
I was tired and exhausted,
collapsed in the bones with the desire of my home.
However,
I laughed,
listen to your words
and I kept going until the next peak,
then it was winter
and college followed
with my first love,
and my arms in blood,
I brook in spirit and strength
ready to flee and leave
Nevertheless,
I stopped,
I cried,
listen to your words
and continue one more year,
then I pass the year that is not talked about
and spring came
with the one that makes me laugh
Friends who stay when you push
and fearful but promising futures,
However,
I shout,
listened to your words
and you were not there anymore,
so give me a week,
one month,
and I will continue as you taught me but give me the time
that they stole me, to recover what I have lost.


T.A.

18/4/18

Dance



He says: "Do you dance?"
Sitting in a crowded room
with feet to the rhythms of the music,
he does not smile but he looks at me with his lips in the lyrics of the song
and I laugh, like when I used to believe in a summer love
And I say: "Sometimes"
without rhythm and intention
we dance with touching hands
and lungs without air,
because at that moment,
in that song
he and I were in love

Ta.

14/4/18

Greed


I want your childhood and adolescence
be the best friend with the first kiss
and the enemy with the last hug.
I wish the dreams you do not forget
and the nightmares that torment you.
I need to be everything you are
because you are poison
and I am egoism.


T.A.

12/4/18

The now


War of images
meaningless questions,
until 2 in the morning talking
and we are best friends
who are in love
and we will never say it
because we love each other enough
so as not to ruin it and lose it.


T.A.