Sixth

It's several twists in the bed

a tremor that does not leave you

with sleep on the eyelids

and it makes no sense to sleep

because you are exhausted from not falling asleep,

because the sun is out and you can’t pretend anymore

that demons only exist in open eyes.

T.A.

Fifth

There are times when lying is the only option

is the option on the left

I take every time I breathe

a smile on the lips,

the open eyes

a kiss in the cheek

and I'm fine,

always.

T.A.

Fourth

His hugs were like going home,

without minutes to count

and heat in autumn,

they were the reason why I loved him,

his heart beating in my ear.

That’s the fear that eats me

when I can only remember it in the past.

T.A.

Third

The world is spinning and it does not stop

each time faster

more distant

and I fear for the moment that it stops

because to find out where I am,

is to know where I failed

And if I failed, I'll be alone

and alone one does not live

but it survives.

T.A.

Second

I'm hanging by a thread,

looking to be loved,

because nobody listens to my screams

nor read my messages,

I'm dancing on the edge of a building

Blindfolded

and the sound of the sirens

They have not come for me.

T.A.

First

The body is worn,

used beyond it’s time,

I am living in a borrowed time

and the clock is running

because I shouldn’t have got to where I am

but here I am,

this are the last breaths.

Between doubt and death.

T.A.

Insecurities

I'm jealous and insecure

you are not mine

nor you will be

but your name on her lips

sets my feelings on fire

and the world I want to burn

for the anguish it creates in me,

the creating of roses with thorns in me

your existence

T.M.

Heart wounds

When he left

it left me bleeding

the tears were acid

and I was buried in the

fear of failure of us,

collapsing in the time of the past.

I hurt myself in our love

and the belief in the future I lost,

my heart I gave it

and of what could have been I fled.

T.M.