Perfection

You stifle me with your need for perfection,

the repeat of 1,2,3 stays in my mind while resting

and my eyes are old while my soul is burning

because there is not enough time in my life

to bring you the happiness you seek from me.

T.A.

Regrets

And of the moments that I regret

are those of today and before yesterday

Although my biggest regret is not having kissed you one last time and the first time,

that way you would know how it would be to be kissed in need, desire and love.

That way you would know how you should be kissed.

T.A.

A minute

If I stop myself, I can think of just today,

if I only think of you, maybe there is only this hour,

if I listen to my favourite song, these three minutes are mine

And just maybe, I can maintain this rhythm to continue living one more day.

T.A.

Oh, mother

I eat less and I run more, I smile for everyone, the clothes I have fits me for the beauty of the society and nobody asks me twice how I am.

But mother I still do not feel complete, I do not see myself like the rest and in the mirrors, I am broken. Is it that I should change more? Should I lose myself in society? Should I give up who I am to belong? 

Oh, mother, please tell me what I should do to be happy in a society where only everything that is human is corrected.

T.A.

One night

Darkness of shadows

lava for floor

your arms are hot and strong

and I think I can wait another ten minutes

before fleeing another night

T.A.

Favour

I miss the easy on it

with your smile and my lies,

how it was that in your presence I saw miracles

the smell of my clothes on your hair

but

I need him more than you and it's easy to miss

than to need, so let's remember every little detail

tell me everything one more time, make me love you one more time

So I can forget that I need him, that I look for him, that I am drowning

and he is the air.

So, please, please, please, if you ever loved me

destroy me, break me, drug me so I do not need him.

T.A.