Ma ca bre

Call me selfish

Because it's mine and nobody else's

Throw your stones of the value of your sin

And see how little it matters to me

Because this is of the small portion of trash that I own

This pain that tears my soul and leaves me speechless is mine

These tears that mark my veins are mine

Everything you have killed by betraying and beat down is of my possession

Because I do not want to share with all the empty words that I have what it is like to speak in anguish

I do not want to explain to all the corrupt echoes that you were the pain that they never let me explain

I do not want to remember the bells I cried for.

And

It's evil

If you want

It's a curse

If you prefer

Call it as you please

That I give zero fucks

Because here I am throwing myself for everything that is toxic

As not to remember how they killed me in their silence.

 

Ta.