It hurts to read

It hurts in the shared kisses

and the lost hugs

Because I think about you and the moments that you were more than the memories that are now an imagination of my mind

It hurts to remember your breath on my neck and your thump thump

It kills me every time I think about the union of your smile and my name 

because no one ever pronounced it so sweetly

It breaks me to think about you without me and me without you because I never thought of losing our ways and suffering from your poison. 

I never prepared myself. 

so this is how I get lost in the haze of murmured words

of how it hurts to not be able to love you. 

Ta.