Asshole

Go fuck yourself

With your delicate gaze that resembles the key to my vault, and you don’t have to open your mouth to know that you have the questions to what my mind wishes to confess. 

I despise you, I truly do, with your laugh that travels through your fingers to the nerves of my arm and leaves me thinking and fantasizing about how it would be to hear that sound every time that lightning strikes. 

You are the inferno of my humanity with the way your arms travel through your body to crash against mine while you whisper for us to have from five minutes to a lifetime in bed. 

And it’s unfair, it's cursed, bitch, fucker, I hate you, I love you, I despise you, I like you, you are beautiful, you are grotesque, you are everything I ever wanted and the pain I never wanted to name. 

With the way that your scent crosses from your clothes to mine, in the way I love to discover how the blush of our passion travels from your cheeks to your feet, and it's that I hate, hate, etah, etah your slow kisses during dawn that are like a butterfly looking for pollen, travelling from ribs to knees from eyelashes to fingers. 

And how I wish you death and life when I look at you and there isn't any other world that isn’t yours and for which I wish that only you and I exist for all eternity, and you are the worst in this universe, but thank God you are mine.

TA.