Oh, Holy God

That takes care of us

Today I get on my knees

To pray as in a death row

To give me the indifference to this love that has brought me so much torture 

I beg for your understanding,

as this relationship has made me a fraud and a failure. 

It has turned me into a clown that doesn’t know how to hide its grief.

So hear this prayer that implores in its knees and eyes to the sky to please, for all the good that is left in this wicked world, to release me of this bastard and give me the opportunity to live without dragging the cross of pain that is to have ever chosen him.

TA.