Don't forget about me

I wasn't right with you

I wouldn't say you deserved better, 

even though you deserved more.

I didn't betray you, of that never, I am a faithful dog of the abused, I am of those that stay trembling under the rain and defend without fangs. 

However, I am a mess, I am after the bomb, the melted ice cream and every bad remark you have at hand. I am the danger sign and it was I who hold you like an octopus so as to not be left alone, I was toxic in the blame of us. 

I didn't go in the search of drama and complications, It wasn't I didn't try to be what you hoped, I didn't want to disappoint, but it is what I am. 

I had to lose you to grow and be worthy of a friendship that didn't want anything to do with me. And I understand. 

I wasn't the best for you,

I wouldn't say that you are innocent, pure, perfect and free of guilt,

but there is guilt brought by me. 

At the end of the day, I don't know what happened, there are too many perhaps, hearsays and assumptions to define the end. I could have gotten an explanation but we are from volcanoes, foxes and wolves without packs, we were going to survive this 

I am not perfect, I am not who you deserved, not who you hoped and I have too many problems, yet I am of those who don't forget about you.

TA.