Stubborn

Things to know about stubborn people like me:

The hugs will be few and far, yet when I embrace you they will be warm and eternal. 

I will hide in toilets to cry and I will deny it for days and hour

and after I will snuggle up to you and look for your tranquillity. 

To lie I do it little and only of the embarrassing parts of life but I will confess it in the dark nights:

That I walk quick and constantly lost but I will grab your hand, wrist or arm so I don’t get lost without you,

asking for help is harder than bleeding and my distance is an open wound that heals and infects itself,

I am more alone than I look and more broken than what I feel 

and of deception, I do know even though I don’t do it. 

My fists want blood and my tongue is of dark humour with painful words.

The day I tell you that I love you, it will be the only absolute truth in my life.

I like car trips with you because of your singing that kills the songs that leave us blue. 

The books on the side of my bed are begging to be finished.

And that my destiny I intertwine with you and I can't run away from it.

T.A.